Confusion is the worst feeling in the world. I don't know what I am even thinking half of the time. How the hell am I sappose to explain things to other people when I don't even know myself. How aggrivating. My arms hurt. I can't wait until the morning, I will regret those push ups, 15, 14, 13,... pyramid all the way down to 1. Well that is ( Read more... )

Another day goes by, nothing accomplished, no reason for living it. How awful is that. I need to start unpacking and cleaning but where do I start? There is so much to do and I for some reason hesitate. I feel like I am on the wrong page, doing the wrong things. I don't feel like I should unpack. I wonder why. I think that is where I belong ( Read more... )

I feel like I should write only because I have not wrote in a while. I am pissed off right now. That is my own fault though. I put to much into everything. I care to much and just get shot down all the time. I am so sick of worrying about what other people think. I can't keep doing this. I am not 100% sure what is pissing me off so much but ( Read more... )

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Hello to all. Fuck the world. Well maybe tomarrow if I do not hear from Walgreens. Patience are of the essence. Christian, I called your mother and she wants to make sure she has the right address before she sends it. So I will go over there and her and I can compare addresses. Seeing as how I have already sent you 2 things as of today, I ( Read more... )

I sit here hoping that my phone will ring and Walgreens will say come in so we can finish this hiring process, nothing yet but if they work like the other Walgreens I worked for the pharmacy manager is off today. So I shall be patient. However bitch aunt will not leave me alone. Grrrr.... I do not have 15 people on my friends list. wow what a ( Read more... )

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Fire my boss.

Get your resolution here

Will this thing work ( Read more... )

David stikes again. I have not wrote him in over a month. He talked to me on new years eve. He knew I was with Christian. That bothered him. Even though I decided that I HATE him he does not know this. He writes me a letter telling me that we should go our separate ways and not to write him back. I hate him so why do I cry? I of course ( Read more... )

A friend of mine is gone. He left without saying when he would be back. I am bothered by past entries he has left. I have no intentions of hurting you. I hope you would not see this as an attach on you. It is not. I have gained others LJ names however Sarah needs to add me as a friend. I hate snow. Call me when you get back from Livonia. ( Read more... )

Ok here are some fun questions from yucky Christmas candy. Hey at least I got use out of the wrappers ( Read more... )