everything jst gets worst...yea all fucked over...i give up..whatever...this sux. i dont even noe y im here.....

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hmm haven't updated in here in a long ass time....alot has been happening...yep....jst reallli reallli realli restless..iono...blaaaaahhh...been crappi...xcept 3.19.o5 hooked up wit eric. lets c how this goes..iono...hopefulli well...? yea..well i gots the munchies...

sigh*...wut the hell is wrong with me????? im breaking down bad. real bad. yesterday was horrible. i woke up n felt like shit. like really sick. kept throwing up the night b4. 1st period i was just reali bitchy. 2nd period i felt dead n gettin teary. 3rd period i almost busted out cryin i was all teary n shit. falsone said i did start cryin..iono ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck................aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......OMFG mayn i am jst ugh..so blah n crappy n jst omg. hate school....hate life...hate almost everything rite now..or mayb ive always have but havent noticed it. fuckin westbury is stupid jst stupid. damn people dont even know how to run the school. people who dont give a shit ( Read more... )

went out wit mi uncle, aunt, n lil cuzins....it was fun jst spendin time wit them...mayn landon got big n he's jst 3 months..haha..luv that lil boi.....my reason fer livin....im attached to him n he is to me...wierd...smart lil munky head..hahah...sigh*....let alot of stuff out....felt perty good....miss em sooOo much....but yea..nuthin i kan do ( Read more... )

feel so damn exhausted..iono y.....jst drained...n feelin empty...as always ( Read more... )

well its 3.4o in the morning n i jst woke up at 3.....kant go back to sleep for some reason. i dont know. i tried. but eh.. jst going to stay online until i get sleepy i guess....still blah.....mayb even more....sigh*...=\

hmmm i feel kinda ok now.....alittle bit more calm. damn i was so fuckin bitter today. just to the point where i wanted to rip heads off. ugh...... i just busted out crying. so damn overwhelmed...hmmm need to get more medication i ran out....maybe that's y. i shuldn't be dependent on it but i guess it does help. hope that i don't go bipolar....even ( Read more... )

hmmm...no idea y i made a livejournal...boredom i guess. hehe yea already got xanga..but this is jst simple n i dont have to keep changin the layouts n shit. another blog place to runaway to i guess...kant sleep. tired. but iono restless. i sleep for about three or four hrs. then i toss n turn so damn much its like i had a seizure or sumfin...then ( Read more... )