i hate...hmm lets make a list...i dont know..im so sick and tired and i hate everyone and everything and there is just no one there for me..its horrible, ive lost everyone...im not saying they left me..im saying i left them but i dont think i meant to. by accident but i dont know. ive just lost everyone, like today. i called like the people i hadnt ( Read more... )

i feel ignored and used. heh. theres something new.
ugh, im having the worst/best year ever...haha

im going on a permanant holiday

much love.

ugh...im tired and it just hit me like real bad how much im going to miss everyone at waring..haha its going to suck so bad..i cant believe im actually going. this is horrible, i dont want to go to waring. im not going to know anyone whos like me and who isnt an asswipe haha this is horrible ugh im so angry im using the same words over and over ( Read more... )

im so bad a writing...i just attemped to write a poem because i havent written in a while...ive completely given up on poetry..i can show you one i wrote a while ago...let me go find it ( Read more... )

im sad today ( Read more... )

well...hey..im back..wo0t

i guess the only reason im here is because greg brought up the thought of livejournal..so yea

im eating fruit...yummm

kill me now, kill me right now jsut come to my house and kill me, ill forgive you maybe just a little cut just a scratch but only enough to make me hurt and scream in pain kill me, kill me right now, just shoot me from the other side of town kill me right now

wow i think jenn is like way mad at me...holy shit i just totally sounded like a prick, well i was just like i think you and your bf are forcing eachother to like one another...and shes like well i love him and he loves me and i was like i dont think you guys love eachtother and i gave her like a paragraph of waht people in love do and shes like ok ( Read more... )

im an idiot....
2 nights ago i drank an unbeleivable amount of gin, jose cuervo, and irish whisky....and i learned that all three of those together is not a good mix...i stayed up till 6 puking my brains out...and now my room reeks of puke....disgusting

I dig my toes into the sand ( Read more... )