Lola Ray and JAMISONPARKER(!!) are playing in Buffalo this Saturday and it's only $2! what a deal. I really want to go ( Read more... )

It's a new year. I like the concept of a new year. it's a time to start fresh, to start over. I am taking a good hard look at the year ahead of me. It's time to face the pain of the past. time to embark on the joy that the future holds. it's time to become the person I want to be. to be resposible and accountable for my own life. it's time ( Read more... )

I can't keep choking back my tears. it hurts. and it doesn't help that I feel lonely. like no one [outside of those in my home] can bother to see how I am or try to make me smile. like they believe that I am ok, even though it's only been a month and it's Christmas time. don't you know me better than that. don't you care more than that ( Read more... )

I don't even understand myself sometimes. why do I [not] do the things I do ( Read more... )

I have come to the realization that shopping is my therapy. It is the only thing that has kept me going in the last 2 weeks. I need it. that is scary. When I buy things it makes me happy - or something of the sort. But yesterday I bought a new Chanel foundation, and it wasn't the same. I didn't feel that sense of immediate happiness. The ( Read more... )

...but it's better where you're going anyway ( Read more... )

apparently Goldfinger are playing a *free* show here this Friday at the York event theatre ( Read more... )

Anyone who has one (or more) INSIDE EDGE Memberships should login
and enter the contest to win tix to see Rise Against
and then if you win you should take ME! pleasssssse
or else don't bother entering HA.

Louise had food poisoning yesterday so we didn't get to hang out as planned ( Read more... )

I really want to see From First to Last in buffalo on tuesday. ahhhhh :(
I'm really pissed that the Kinison show is cancelled.

I miss my friends