just a quick update, saying that i saw matchbook romance last night. better the 2nd time around. so amazing, they are sooo freaking awsome. :-)

ok, now i'm going back to the no more posting thing again...bye

i am no longer writing in here i dont think . it's petty. and i never REALLY share true feelings in here cuz i know everyone reads it and takes it personally and gossips and freaks out , etc... it's high school shit. when all i wanted was a place to type what i'm feeling bc its faster than writing.

well....toodles.

well, 3 nights in a row, i had to leave to go stay somewhere else bc the parties here were just absolutely out of control. i dont care if they party, but why can't they go inside?! they have to scream OUTSIDE? is that necessary ( Read more... )

thats it , i'm gonna start looking for another apartment. i've fucking had it. the people upstairs are the rudest mother fucking people i've ever heard and seen in my life. how is it okay to party from 1230-730 in the morning OUTSIDE the entire time in the stairwell with 40 people screaming and hooting and hollering and throwing and breaking beer ( Read more... )

things have been going better. i guess i was going through a phase or some kind of nervous breakdown (again). so my family got hit pretty hard by this hurricane, while i worked through it, bc publix never closes bc we're bitches ( Read more... )

i am such a terrible person. and i cant stop thinking about this. i mean, all i've been doing is crying, and thinking.. and crying a little more ( Read more... )

i'm so confused. i dont know what's going on with my life right now. until a week ago, i knew exactly what i wanted, in every aspect. then i became unsure of everything ( Read more... )

ugh this damn hurricane. no one knows where its going, even the weather channel doesnt really know where its gonna make landfall or anything. so indecisive. i dont know what i'm gonna go. i guess just be by myself. oh well. hopefully work will close early or open late, or something.

3 quizzes today. so excited.

i went to BOTH classes today. very proud of myself, seeing that i'm missing a fall out boy/starting line show. pissed pissed pissed off about that.

in deep thought about some things.

ok anyway, gonna make some dinner, then relax.

everything is just wrong. i'm so pissed off. i hate school. i hate it. i hate my classes. i'm doing terrible, and i'm busting my ass ( Read more... )