so i couldnt think of a subject title for my entry but i figured the best thing was to leave it blank... =] and as usual i havent posted anything in forever which is not surprising because i always disappear haha... but this time i forgot my username and password how sad ha? i guess i have too many of them now.. with facebook, myspace and ( Read more... )

 okay so apparently things with me and haboob are not doing so goood but i dont know what to do anymore i almost feel like giving up on us... as much as i hate to think that way i have no idea what else to do its pathetic :( ... and its hard when you have only one person trying instead of two.... love stinks sometimess... makes you miss being ( Read more... )

 ughhh! its been so long since i last posted one of these, i guess ive just been too busy haha.... well here goes nothing O_o o0o0o where do i start... got a new job, doing good and actually enoying school for once, and got the one person i love to death who i would do anything for back in my life so that made my summer even better... O_o ( Read more... )

so today was omg so freakin hot... as excited as i was for the weather to change and get warm i hated todayy lol.. i didnt want it to be that hot so fast... to top it off i hardly went out today or did anythinggg

woke up... cleaned the house as usualll [ its like torture heree lol ] then went out on the deck and layed out to get tanned and umm.. ( Read more... )

honestly sometimes i hate being un-single lol just love stinks sometimes because it hurts so much.....
havent talked to him in a week and i dont know what to do... im afraid if i jus keep calling then im going to sound like im freaking obsessed and at the same time i dont want him dodging my calls.... ugh man i dont knowww

for those who are single ( Read more... )

ugh such a long day............ well kinda well w/e ( Read more... )

ugh... its been so long since ive written in this but i think ill be writing again

things have been so hectic.. unbelieveable =[ finallly started my second semester at OCC and im proud of how far ive gotten lol! even though ive lost so much friends on the way.... someone closer sticked with me through everything.... and i feel proud being able to ( Read more... )

HAPPY
NEW
YEAR
EVERYONE!

ummm didnt do much todayy... really just woke upp didnt eat breakfastt chilled with my dad for littlee... he placed the order for my laptop =) so i guess thats good FOR ME haha lol yeah im greedy what ever lmaooo ( Read more... )

havent written in 3 days ONLY BECAUSEE my computer has been acting gay.. some virus or shitt but for some reason everything back to normal which is good but shit just keeps popping up oh well...

anywayss.... I MISS JEN!! i havent talked to her in 3 dayss and its not fairrr and Pirates of the Carribean 2 came out yesterdayy.. which she wants to ( Read more... )