so the past few days tim has been absolutly horrible towards me. why? i have no clue. i believe its because i wont date him. i am not a gamer by any means. nor do i want to spend my time sitting inside watching my boyfriend play video games. i love being outside during the summer and being active at night. if i was to date tim, id be inside ( Read more... )

okay, so apparently im pissing everyone off to the point where they all hate me. ive got no clue why im doing this. honestly i dont. i realized this tonight when everyone was just attacking me from every angle ( Read more... )

so i woke up at 8, drove dad to the state lot to get the state car today and took his big ass truck to work. i was scared it wasnt gonna fit into the parking lot. but i found the daycare parking lot to be quite empty this morning, which made me kinda happy. so i get to work at 8:30. i walk in and im like umm, do you want me to punch in now, or wait ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while. well, today is april 2nd. heres the run down of what has happened since sept ( Read more... )

well. i watched this documentary that was on channel 4 tonight. it was so graphic. and it made me think. what if that had been buffalo. what if that had happened to my city. i mean NYC is my city, but its not my hometown city like buffalo is. its kinda scary to think that those planes crashed 6 hours away from me. thats really close. thats not a ( Read more... )

okay, so for the past few months, ive been repressing feelings that i had for brad. cause lets face it... I WAS NEVER OVER HIM. i still was completly head over heels for the kid. and well you guessed it, those feelings are back. wonder why? well lets start from the beginning of the night ( Read more... )

yeah... so im no longer speaking to tim. he pretty much doesnt wanna tlak to me ever again because hes goign out with macey... im okay with that i guess though... i mean amy was right... just forget about it... litterlly... drop him like a bad habit. i mean, yeah ill try and get ahold of him later this week maybe... i dont want to lose touch with ( Read more... )

yeah, so im on disability at both the dollar tree and the dry cleaners... which pretty much means that i get paid to sit on my ass... i need to be doign something to keep myself busy... duhhhh... im an active person... gosh ( Read more... )

okay, so me and tim met yesterday for the first time... it went well. we had fun. he went with me when i went to get my phone. and then we went to the mall for a while and then went to see silent hill. that movie is fucked up. i dont like it. but tim is a good kisser. but he confused the hell outta me. he told me that he doesnt want a relationship ( Read more... )

shit- what did i just do?