Food Name/ Food Group Cals    
0 cals
  diet soda 0 fruity herbal teas 0 flavored water (fruit20..etc) 0 coffee (black or w/spelda) 0 splenda sweetener 0 calorie free chocolate sauce 0 "I can't believe it's not butter!" Spray 0 "I can't believe it's not butter!" Spread 0 Walden Farms calorie free syrups/dressings 0     1-5 cals ( Read more... )

What did you aspire to be when you were child?  When i was a child I wanted to be a mother when I grew up.And wanted to be a vet because I had a very deep love for animals.Well one of my aspirations came true.Being  amother one of the greatest experiences as of yet.

What was your favorite memory of your mother? One of my favorite memories of my mom ( Read more... )

Here are some pics of the most important things in my life.my children:):):):):)


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I am finally starting to feel a little better.I've decided that I don't need anyone to make me happy..I need to be able to make myself happy.I love my family.But  I need to let them deal with their own problems.If they need me I think they will let me know.I still feel very much for someone but I think It is time to let that go too.And just deal ( Read more... )

If you ever think about me just know that I will be okay =\

I wish people could understand me.I am depressed right now.Things are just not going the way I want them to.There are very few people who listen.I hate being judged by people who know nothing about my life.It hurts.I am trying to have a positive outlook on things.but people just keep bringing me down.People I care about.I need to fix my life I know ( Read more... )

I shake the thoughts of you
out of my mind
I don't know what's happening
Was this love so blind?

Why do I still dream of you?
Why do I still wish you were here?
Why do I still long to see you?
Why do I wish you were near?

I'm infatuated with you
But I want that feeling to end
I know you don't feel the same
I just want my heart to mend

I hide all these feelings ( Read more... )

*sighs* This is my third time writing this.Because I'm not quite sure of what to say.My life Is sooo messed up right now.But for once I feel relaxed and calm..I've been drinking alot..Which isn't good considering my family has alcohol dependency issues.But I feel like it makes my problems go away.Which are so many right now..I am just not happy ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty good I guess..My Iron is low again=( So I am tired all the time..I should really get that checked because I dont want to die or anything..And yeah some things are goin on in my life that I am goig to write a private entry about..okay Im out..night...

I am in a venting mood right now..I guess its time that my past issues are catching up with me..I've been thinking about stuff alot today..I screwed up alot in my life.I wish I could make my past disapear but I cant and I will never be able to.I was messed up in the head.Doing drugs , drinking.having sex with practically anybody..And for what ( Read more... )