Trying hard, but you can hardly tell...

[xoxaddktxox]

When I'm not feeling morbid, I daydream about living life. I get lost in all of the pleasant lies my mind makes up. I retreat into this state as often as possible, I don't think I would last too long in reality. Like a fucking fish out of water. My mind is so controlling (with malicious intent or protection??)... I feel like I have no say anymore.

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[hellcat13]

*runs towards you... grabs your hand.. and we run into the light... and swim across the ocean (well if it was possible) and end up in australia...

I miss you!

[xoxaddktxox]

I know I've been gone for awhile... I lost myself and needed to get my head straight... I miss you.. I'm in Toronto now, please give me a call... I'd love to see you again...

Lots of love <3

Amanda