I have not written in this since September. I never thought I would stop writing.. I may get back into it. I may not ( Read more... )

things have changed just like i expected ( Read more... )

this is it. the end of summer. i have no idea how it flew by so fast but i feel satisfied. it was a good time that consisted of a loooot of traveling with my best friends. i think this summer has brought kate, lauren, and i even closer together...if that is in any way possible. after losing a best friend of years and years it's nice to know i have ( Read more... )

i made a scary realization today. it made me nervous and i'm not even sure if i'm sure about it. i could be crazy. maybe this is how it's supposed to happen. if everything works out i really believe that i deserve this. it just takes time and i'm willing to wait it out and see what happens. it's worth it.

home from the poconos. i had the best weekend ( Read more... )

Hmmmm, it's so weird being this happy and feeling like something is missing. I think I just need to get out of here. It's all I think about.. new things, new people, and the smell of fresh air. I just want to get away and see what else is out there and see how life is different. I want to see where the wind will take me. I am not friends with any ( Read more... )

im sitting..well laying on the floor. ben just put his paw on my arm...and now keeps staring at me. he's such a strange cat and it's weird calling him a cat now.. i wish he was still very tiny ( Read more... )

the weekend made everything seem so much better. i don't really have any worries in my mind right now. i feel extremely tired from last night, i haven't recovered yet. lauren, stewie, kate and i went to south street for some fun. kate and i attended the fury show at the tla which was so wonderful. i miss the boys already ( Read more... )

i don't know why i get myself into the things i do. i can't help it if something feels right. maybe everything i've ever wanted really isn't what i need. what is it with me and the distance factor? can't i find something solid around here to hold onto? apparently not. i want things to be easy again. i probably jynxed myself by saying it was "simple ( Read more... )

i've become completely too addicted to scrubs ( Read more... )