being in delaware is unsettling now. i feel like i never want to be here anymore unless it's with my best friends. this past week/weekend i fell in love with the lake, cedar point, the sea monster, lauren/her family, and just the atmosphere in ohio. i can only imagine what chicago is going to do to me next month. i'll most likely refuse to get on ( Read more... )

distance really does make my heart grow fonder.

i hate reality checks that make me fucking bummed out.

blaaahblaaaaah.

i'm over a lot of shit that had me stressed the past few months. i feel great minus this headache that is killing me. work will surely be a joy ( Read more... )

What is normal anyways? fuck that.

I do know that I really miss him.

I don't want to.

I do know my life is far from normal and I don't ever think I will be able to refer to it or my past as normal. Never... yes, never. You wouldn't understand and you probably never will but I do. I can't forget it even if I try.

I am pretty exhausted but I feel like I could spit out a few things on here ( Read more... )

i've been in such a strange but lovely place the past few months. i feel everything i once had faded in 2006 so rapidly. i've realized i'm a very happy person and you really can only rely on yourself. i have been doing a lot of bullshitting recently but in all honesty, i don't care. i feel so free, as if i'm just floating through these months. ( Read more... )

-friday and blonde ass hair ( Read more... )

make hair appt
make appt for dogs to get groomed.
make doctors appt for my nose/head.
pick up paycheck.
go to bank.
go to parents to print out literature paper.
shower.
drawing class.
pick up clay project.
talk to michelle about sellling my artwork at fundraiser.
eats.

SPRING BREAK 7 hours away.