Hi, I still have a journal apparently ( Read more... )

 ITS 2008!
i haven't posted anything this year

i graduate in 3 and a half months! =]
i will be 18 in 4 months!
Vito and I's 2 year anniversary is in less than a month!

its a good year.

i can never please you can i? no matter what i do, theres always something i didnt do right. You always fail to congradulate me on what ive done good in life, but your right there waving it in my face whenever i slip up just a little bit. your even there right in my face when i havnt done anything wrong and your still not happy with me.

today im in ( Read more... )

I havn't updated in a while which doesnt suprise me.

ive been very busy, i went to chicago last week and i found my coming home dress. =]

even though i might not even be able to go thanks to work. im very upset with my manager right now.  Last night i went to go write on the calender that i needed the 10th off for coming home, which would make it 2 ( Read more... )

im in love.

=]

went to the red wings game last night with Vito. We cant just go somewhere and it be normal. we have to have Vito & Alyssa moments. But it was more like a Vito and Alyssa hour. We got lost on the way and it took us about an hour and a half to get there. Then he called his dad baby.
ha. i absolutly love him. it was really fun though. I ( Read more... )

=]

I want to think of a New Years resolution, but i cant think of one..

we'll see. i still have a day to think..

=] =] =]

AHHHHHHHHHH!! WTF?

Things i love =]

Vito duh.

when Vito starts randomly singing songs off key in the car

when the cleaner at work bubbles up a whole lot when somethings really dirty. haha.

when i actually get in the mood to clean my room

twix <33

When Nadia is working with me cuz shes pretty dang sweet.

My locket that Vito got for me =] for real im in love with it. and him ( Read more... )

Life is good. Yeah ive lost my 2 best friends, but its ok it made me realize some things and understand some things. who knows it may turn out diffrent in the end, but as of now im okay with everything thats going on, because i know everythings going to turn out all right, i can feel it. It may not turn out good with Becca and Elizabeth.. that i ( Read more... )

I wish i had friends that actually cared.
I wish i had someone to talk to too.

it would be nice. really nice.

ive finally realized that everythings just been a lie. You never cared about me. All of you were all in it, just for yourselves.

-- dont comment.
because i already know what your going to say "Alyssa you can always come and talk to me, im ( Read more... )