So I FINALLY was able to get in with a doctor today. My pain has mellowed down to the point where i can go to school without crying. But there is still the nagging pain. Well so i go to the doctor just as a check up and she is worried because they think my cyst is still there, but they are also worried because my Grandma on my moms side had ovarian ( Read more... )

I HATE Doctors. No one will freaking see me. I am in so much pain and all the doctors say is that they cant see me until December. I NEED A FUCKING DOCTOR NOW! Damnit. This one who is finding my tests and stuff from the hospital better get back to us and soon. I spent 8 hours in the ER on Tuesday because of this pain on my right stomach, and they ( Read more... )

Things are AMAZING right now. The weather has been amazing, i am sitting next to the boy i love, as he sleeps next to me. ha ha. and i just got back from St. Marks. Although i would have loved to do sooo much better at the tournament then i really did i am still ok with it. Cody and I learned alot and this makes Glenbrooks less stressful. This year ( Read more... )

    I love Martin so much and I always will, I just wish he did the same and felt like he could talk to me. I will understand if you just tell me what is going on. If you don't tell me anything and then bail on me i can't be sympathetic ( Read more... )

So yesterday i went to Joannes and got yarn. I am starting my crocetting early this year! I am going to be optimistic and hope it gets down to 80's in early October... Although at the rate we are going it will still be 100 in October... I want to move somewhere cold. I love sweaters and blankets and layers! I LOVE Winter and Snow ( Read more... )

Today was Martin and my 1 year! We made it one year! He totally made my day. My morning had gone sour when my family partiuarly my brother were being jackasses after my grandma's birthday lunch. I was so upset they were trying to make me do him a favor after he had been an ass to me all day. So i went home and it was about 3:30. I was a little ( Read more... )

    Too much is going on and I am so far away from everyone. I am in Walla Walla right now and it is so PRETTY here. As much as i love being here at debate camp i kinda wish i was at home. I enjoy the fact that i left to camp at the right time to save my relationship with Martin sometimes i wonder. Before i left to camp he told me some things that ( Read more... )

    I hate it here so much. I didn't realize until today how much i hate Arizona. It is so hot you cant go anywhere. I drive about 10 miles home from work and as i am getting home my air conditioning finally starts to work. i have a constant headache, i don't drink enough water, i feel gross, and no matter what season it is i am always sick and it ( Read more... )

    Usually I don't know why i act the way i do. But right now I do. I am very confused about myself and others, right now ( Read more... )

SUMMER IS HERE

... But i am the only one who could possibly mannage to get in trouble within the first few hours...
Damn Library!