I hate when i loose all motivation to do anything. Recently i never feel like going to school and I barely do any homework. It seems that in the beginning i always have motivation to go to school and then it starts to wither away. Due to recent events I have even less motivation. Even living closer to campus i still have to drive and catch a bus. ( Read more... )

I always thought that going to University would open a new door into the world of academia. Well was i wrong. Most of my classes are easy and pointless to go to. First class on Monday is Comparative Government. This class is easy, but Professor Mitchell believes that Comparative Government is way more important that it really it. Then I make my way ( Read more... )

for something completly different and exciting.
I am so tired of the same old same old. 
Will someone please come to my rescue and show me something new.

I am stressing out and i feel the need to vent it out in here. First off i have AP Tests coming up. Yes, I know i am not one of those who are taking 10000000 tests but i still have 2 and and studying my little heart out. Also I have the added pressure of if i do well on these AP Exams i get a tuition waver to ASU. I need that tuition waver. I have ( Read more... )

It seems that at this time of year everyone starts looking back upon their own blog entries and those of others. I did just that last night and my mind has been constantly working since then. I would like to think i have grown as a person, and i hope that is the case. I have learned more about myself within the past two year; have come to realize ( Read more... )

    Even though today didn't start out the way i wanted it to, it still wasn't bad! I got to see all my friends. I was showered with a lot  of Happy Birthdays and I got my fossil bag, and best of all Malori took me to get pierced. I got my nose and belly button pierced. I will put pictures under cut for those of you who freak out!


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What a way to start out the new year... I work my ass off at a concession stand at the Insight Bowl at ASU, for nothing. I get incredibly sick, my stomich is acting up again. I think it may be the whole not eating thing... I almost throw up in the concession stand. Still stay and work for 9 and a half hours. Go home and sit in my room reading and ( Read more... )

    I know i have a lot to be thankful for, but this Christmas has not been the best. Lately i have been kinda depressed with all that is going on with my friends and family. I have felt kinda out of place and lost. Yesterday was a good day but it did feel like something was missing. It still doesn't feel like Christmas, or at least the way ( Read more... )

I always was so sure about myself. I thought i knew who i was. I have come to realize that i have no clue who i am and where i am going. I don't know where i want to go to college or what i want to do when i get there. Most of all i do not want to be that girl. I always told myself i would be fine when boys broke up with me. Boy was I wrong. I ( Read more... )

I don't know how to react. I thought i was ok with everything. Now i do not know. Well i do. I am fine with it. Martin and I are just going to be friends. I can do friends. But this sucks. There are just a few questions i have left unanswered, How long have you lied to me? How long have you felt like this? How long has this been going on? Why didn' ( Read more... )