you haunt me. you keep coming in my head and i just need you to be gone. i know i hurt you, and i know i practically killed you but please, i'm sorry.. i am. You say you've forgiven me but why do you keep haunting my head? when it's time for bed your face is there making it impossible to fall asleep. I keep thinking about you when i shouldn't. why ( Read more... )

I know what it's like to be detsroyed. to be torn. to be stomped on. to feel nothing. I know the feeling of hurt and pain. You feel like a loser, you know you're a loser. You want to die, and cry, and be mad all at once. Happiness isn't an emotion you recognize anymore. I know that pain. I've felt that pain. I've lived through that pain. I know ( Read more... )

things just arent going right. why cant this world be nothing but happiness? i guess that's pretty impossible. but we have to stay strong. through the hard times we have to stay strong. becoming weak is the worst mistake you could make. sometimes life isnt fair and sometimes it seems like your whole world is crashing right in front of your eyes, ( Read more... )

the world is over. ahh.. forreal. i think the world is so fucked up. i think we all need to take a fucking break, look around and realize the world is so precious and that we need to stop fucking it up. plant a tree. grow some flowers. smell the fresh air. be happy. life live with a smile permanently always on your face. even if you're not happy, ( Read more... )

so world, where are we in life ( Read more... )

joke of the day: what does the lion king and obama have in common ( Read more... )

where's our revolution? where's our youth's rebellion? are we all potheads and alcoholics? have we conformed to government's standards? cant we change the idea or the wannabe's and wash-outs, or is that what we're meant to be? we're dreamers of the LA scene and the new york dream. where's our woodstock? where's our protests? where's our voice? what ( Read more... )

its getting close to the end of summer.. and all my friends will go their seperate ways. are we really ready for this? did clintondale really prepare us? are we going to make it? can we be strong? can we get through this? I dont know if i'm ready to grow up. I know i have too, but every part of me wants to remain that child. Are we really all ( Read more... )

Oh my, so I graduated. i'm very proud of myself. I accomplished a major stepping stone in my life.

now.. it's time to live my life the way i choose.

last day of high school was yesterday. I don't think I realized how important this step is, in my life. I look around at everyone's faces and I knew right then and there that i might and probably never will see them again. Some of my class I barely talked to but in the end, we will walk across that stage together. We finished something together, ( Read more... )