I am so sick and fucking tired.

A few friends and I were sitting around a kitchen table last night. We were discussing failed relationships. One of them pointed out that you don't get better at them as you go along. It doesn't matter how many people you have dated in the past. Each new person brings on a series, and new set of complications, etc. Too make a long story as short as ( Read more... )

There is a part of me that is not suited for this, will never be, sort of doesn't care, and cares way too much.

There is no release.

I don't ever care to update anymore ( Read more... )

Everyone needs to get off my back. I'll come around when I don't have so much school and work shit to deal with.

Thanks.

It feels great to feel it.

I hate live journal.

My right foot tingles.

I had the worst dream of my entire life today before work. It's still affecting me.

I'm going to Daytona (driving), the 18th-24th. So stoked.

Tonight I have tons to study.

Tomorrow is the last day for a while )"

Tonight I am freezing.

Tomorrow I'll be warm.

I've hit another bump in the road. I have no idea what I want. There are many aspects of life right now that are so terribly flawed. I feel like everyone around me is dying off. This horrible trend seemed to have been sparked off by Kaitlyns death. I know that is not possible, but it sure as hell seems that way ( Read more... )

I'm tired of feeling so down. I'm sick of not being there. I'm sick of not having anyone there. I'm sick of annoying. I'm sick of being annoyed. I'd say it's all worth it if I thought that the thought was returned, but I'd bet my next pay check on the fact that it isn't, and so I'm tired of being so god damn obsolete. Tired of always wondering. I'm ( Read more... )

There is a part of my life that no one will ever in a million years be able to touch..

and that is what digs at me..