It hurts too much to breathe lately ( Read more... )

On July 13, 2008
I posted this
"i haven't been this low is so long.

get me back up. "

I stand corrected, well not standing, i'm definitely down.

But i've hit rock bottom completely, and I'm wedged beneath numerous boulders.

ouch.

My best friend I've made throughout high school, my complete other half, left today for the air force ( Read more... )

my life is now completely complete.
i thought it was when i  met Zack
but yesterday at warped tour i met Andrew McMahon!

<3

tonight was absolutely amazing ( Read more... )

this feeling. i can't get rid of it.
something is missing in my life.
it feels like i have absolutly no one anymore.
i'm sick of spending nights by myself, literally, just watching the oc until i start to cry, then cry myself to sleep.

i haven't been this low is so long.

get me back up.

I went from having the best last few days ( Read more... )

these past couple have nights have made me realize i don't think it's meant to work.
last summer we tried, now this summer..
its not meant to be i don't think.
maybee if you didn't live 928309283 miles away this year.

i need a vacation

alone again.
everyone is out having fun with everyone.
i'm here, imagine that.
left here to write my thoughts out on a computer screen.

i had another good day.
caseville and your best friend concert<3
i saw people i haven't seen in so long.
i love that feeling.

but i still miss people.

get here july

i think  i'm wasting my time.

again.