I love you so much Gus. what the hell is wrong with you? why cant you just understand?  Why do you need to INSIST that I lie?  I dont. I just love you. Okay. YOU. No one else. And trust me, she's not all that great baby. She might be cute and easy but does she care? No. Go ahead, be with her. I just want you to be happy. If she makes you happy  ( Read more... )

I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin'
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

I decided that I feel like saying how I feel about you.

Okay You're first because I'm talking to you now. I'm really glad that we're close, because you've really helped me with a lot. I know that I can tell you anything, and thats really cool because I'm pretty sure no matter what, we'll always be friends. I'm really glad we started talking and ( Read more... )

So this day needs to end soon. I'm so tired and stressed and today just really sucked.

I read a poem, and it reminded me of Joey.

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Blah Blah Blah I have nothing really to say. I think Gus likes someone else. that's okay though. he "loves" me. Maybe valentines day doesnt really suck? Who knows.

i hate you. even helped you out but you didnt care about that. you're a bitch. and an idiot. everyone gets it but you. cant you just let me be happy for a while, with out getting in the way?

i took like..a lotta medicine..cuz i feel like shit...and other stuff.but whatever.

I hate all of you.

..I'm in the library and I'm bored...and Xanga doesnt work here soo I'm using LJ..I dont like it but yah. So I'm with Katie shes pimp..and Rach shes pimp too. Yesterday katie and I were in here and we just like did nothing the whole hour lol. .I think all of the clocks on the computers are different because this one says 2:53 and its only like ( Read more... )

I like the whole, private entry deal.