ok first of all...I got over Sean...and I guess he did not wanna b friends with me anymore...well I started cing this kid named Kurt...and I feel in love...and we went out for about 2m. and then we broke up...bc I was not happy...bc I got scared that what happened with me and Sean would happen...with me and him and we would stop being friends...and ( Read more... )

Ok so Sean dumped me...and Im really REALLY hurt like I want nothing than any things to just go back to the way they were with him...I though I was in love b4 with Aaron... ya right I never even kno what love was till I went out with Sean...hes just so awesome...and I love him...and I dont know y but I cant tell him...not like he would care...not ( Read more... )

Ok so I have not said anything in a long ass time...ok so with Cheerleading I love it...we r doing awesome....we won both games so far...and ya...Im going out with Sean too... he asked me out on the 23...gosh hes awesome and I cant get enough of him...and Josh my sisters bf sent Joel a text saying that I loved him or somthing and Jess though it was ( Read more... )

Ok so I went to vans on Friday with Candy and Emily...then Megan called me and she was there with Jenn...we all walked arouned 2gether...after I went home...and that night I have 2 do Josh's feel so I could go 2 Megans house the next day...then I got 2 Megans at about 2...we went to the mall...she went with about $60...lol and left with $7...I went ( Read more... )

OK I have been thinking alot about hight school Im so scared 2 go...but to tell you the truth Im more scared 2 c the ppl that I love and I not b that good of friends anymore...I kno that its not going 2 happin 2 all my friends and I but...u kno...and Sean I really like him and...well hes going 2 a different school and all so I kno hell find someone ( Read more... )

Ok I dont kno any more...Megan and Ashley tell me that I have to stop lieing to myself so that I can b happy...Megan just got done telling me that the one person that I though it might workout with that it wont bc hes not what Im looking 4 and tha we r both just leading eachother on...Sometimes I just wonder if Im ment to b here or if everthing ( Read more... )

Ok so the party...wow...need I say more...anyboo...I dont really think me and Candy r going to b friends anymore...but I dont kno...Sean ya I think he hates me...Im like 100%sure...Anyboo...I wish me and Megan could hang but I have gay ass cheereveryday...ya but I have a lil sister now...Im so happy I get to go c her 2 marrow...but I must b going ( Read more... )

I am so sicj of having Poison Ive!! I have benn in this fucking house to long...I just wanna go out...Bob is fucking pissing me off he wont let me get the ringer things that I want...I said I would pay 4 it and he still said no...Its my sisters 18th birthday to day...so ppl r over...I was going to go with her to her party after this but now I cant ( Read more... )

OK Im happy I got my new cell phone! I have wanted it for so long. I am sad bc I have not been out in like 5 day bc I have somthing but no one knows what it is. My mom said she thinks its Poison Ive, but the Doc said it was not but she also said she did not know what it was. I really miss Megan I have not talked to her for like 2 days and I talk to ( Read more... )

Well Joel and Jess r back 2gether...and I guess theres not much I can say but Im happy 4 u to and hope it last 4 a long time....On the othe hand my mom for the first time took me by the hair and hit me...but I guess I need it bc I was on the computer at 2:30...My sister is going to b 18 soon and Lulu is going to b 14 and so is Corey...so 2 marrow ( Read more... )