i love you .... and i miss you :( .... ugh so confusing.

well lets see...school starts tomorrow, and things are starting to look up. my best freind is the best, hes the nicest, sweetest, most forgiving perosn ive ever known. no matter how bad i mess up hes always my biggest supporter and i love him! he and i have a very "special" relationship and im lucky to have him! i hope we never lose each other bc i ( Read more... )

okay well today wasnt so good. me and matt fought like all day long and it really made me so sad! and he was totally acting weird but whatever, i decided im not gonna be the one to call him and text him all the time, if he wants to talk to me, he knows where to get a hold of me. anyways, besides that, my day was alright, i have to work at 545 so ( Read more... )

ugh! today was terrible with a capital T! frist of all, i woke up like six different times last night because i kept have bad dreams :/ and so i was scared to go back to sleep. then when it finally was time time to wake up i spent an hour curling my hair because i wanted to look especially pretty today because theres something kinda important to me ( Read more... )

so its been forever since i updated but i just felt like it was the thing to do. i just got done painting my fingernails and doing my homeowork. school sucked today, i was barely awake for most of it becasue i didnt sleep the night before, and while i WAS at school i just cried the whole time, thank god for waterproof mascara right? i just dont ( Read more... )

Alright, I finally decided to update this thing. :> its been a while ( Read more... )

i love you matt. <3

Well so yea, yesterday was my first day home from the hospital. It was really good to be home, I was going crazy in that damn hospital. It made it better though that I had my mom with me the whole time adn that matt was there with me every night too. Kim and Matt came down there at 1:30, Tuesday morning as soon as they realized they were keeping me ( Read more... )

ahh. tonight hella sucked. thanks for being there for me kim...thanks for being you.

Its been a while since I updated. I havent been doing much lately, just the usual. School gets out in one week exactly. 7 days ( Read more... )