once again for people who missed it i got a new journal its xoxbutterflyxox so add me, and of course i will add you back

Just to inform everyone i got a new journal its XoXbutterflyXoX adds me!

Sorry I have not updated in such a long time. I have just been super busy. All week except for Monday and Tuesday was drivers training plus the amount of homework that I have been getting is crazy. We get out of school the 12th of June, I get my permit sometime next week, and Monday the 1st is my final exam for Drama. I am so nevours i dont know ( Read more... )

Im sorry that i have not updated in a while, Im sitting in school right now and I dont know how far im going to get with this update. I also dont know where I left off so I will just start off with the events that took place on Sunday, Monday, yesterday and what all happend today so far.

Sunday I woke up around 10 and James was already up...we ( Read more... )

Im so scared right now, like in the past 5 minutes two low flying planes flew over my house...and the first one you could tell that it was pretty damn low because it shaked my house a bit....maybe it was just nothing maybe it was just for Memeorial Day..but whatever it was for it was scary and here comes another one!!

Well im feeling so much better and Im sorry to both James and Jamie, I should have not been thinking bad thoughts and have faith that it was not true and James really does love me! Thank you to vocalcordz and tarheelsx143 I will always think of you two, and come to y'all..

James, please fogive me baby i love you so much I just dont want to lose you at all ( Read more... )

Im pissed.....I just need to die and everyone can go on living there lifes....I hate it, that i feel like this....but it seems like no one really cares anymore....WHATEVER I JUST WANNA DIE!

Let me start after i got home from seeing James at Kmart. I cleaned up my house a bit, did dishes and my washed my dirty clothes, which turned out to be like umm 3 loads...Anyways, James came over about 10 and we chilled around my house like whoa. Around 12:30 we went on the Paper Route with my daddy, and they tried to get me to go to the bat house ( Read more... )

Today has been going great so far..nothing can go wrong today. My Grandma, Mommy and I left at like 2:30 to start the shopping. We went to Oakrige, Kroger, came home and droped my Mommy off then went to Kmart...I seen James =) and asked him if he can come over after work, and HIS DADDY SAID YES! Before we go on the paper route with my daddy and ( Read more... )

Im doing better...i thinki, i just want to see James and kiss him then that will seem like everything is alright..I dont know what im doing today, James is working untill 10 tonight and Will wants to chill. I told him maybe, but i dont know if i want to or not now. Around 2 today my grandma and I are going up to Kmart, at least i can see James that ( Read more... )