Today was a pretty amazing day. I bought a new car. its a 2006 Scion TC. its completely loaded. more than ive ever been used to. i kinda feel like i dont deserve it because its just too nice of a car. but i guess its ok considering the car is in my name and im the one paying for it ( Read more... )

Not many people understand why I did what I did. It wasnt to be mean or to be immature. It wasnt because I didnt care. It was because it helped me. Call me selfish all you want. Atleast its better than the pain. Im angry and im sad. its all i ever am. I hate thinking about it.  The advice given to me was to erase everything..and i did. and it ( Read more... )

So today i found out my test grades for all the tests i took this week...67 on the electronics test, 63 on my math test, and i didnt even take my chemistry test. i took one look at it and gave it back and walked out the door. i didnt know any of it. i went down to the advising office and withdrew from the class. ryan doesnt fail classes, ive never ( Read more... )

so im on the verge of losing my scholarship....i feel wonderful

You make me sick you fuckin' bitch...

heh heh thats a great song.

Apparently some recording company liked the song me n beth wrote and they want us to record it at their HQ in Orlando. We were extremely shocked to find that out. So we need to make time to drive to orlando and record it. were already working on our second song. We plan on playing at house of joe soon too when they have open mic night.

I wrote two poems im actually quite proud of. Dont laugh at them ( Read more... )

I live in my own little world. Im haunted and I can't be saved. The ghost haunts my mind at random times of the day and I have trouble coping with it. I need to leave. I need to go far away from here. I need to forget about this place because im not needed in it. I have given it all I could. The back has been turned and the truth has been revealed ( Read more... )

the day started meeting the gang at 1 at hooters. had a nice lunch, then it was off to orlando. the ride up was cramped because we rode in rashons car with 4 ripsticks, and 4 people. but when we got to mikes apartment we chilled there for a bit then went to the ucf campus and ate. after that we went ripsticking down the parking garages and then we ( Read more... )

"Its okay to lose your pride over someone you love, but dont lose someone you love though over your pride"

I like that quote.
too bad its from a rap song.