so my mom needs surgery again. i guess the cysts she had on her ovaries are still there and may be malignant. the doctors arent sure because they cant get to them. im scared to death. what if they are malignant and she has ovarian cancer ( Read more... )

im stressed. upset and i just wanna sit in my room and do nothing...which is exactly what im doing ( Read more... )

I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW FOR compUSA ON TUESDAY!!!!!

winter breaks almost over. the new year has been good to me so far, except for the tradgedy that happened this morning about the the palm bay students who were killed in a motorcycle accident. i just hope its an eyeopener to people. i hate alcohol. with a fucking passion. it screwed up my family and tore apart my relationship with my parents. i ( Read more... )

i havent updated in awhile so ill start on new years eve. jen threw a camp out party at her house which was some cool crazy fun. i love my friends to death, theyre friggin hilarious ( Read more... )

i feel all grogy. im pissed because my laptop crashed and i think i need a new harddrive. now i have to resort to using my sisters or my dads slow ass computer. my voice keeps cutting in and out and i wish this dam cold would end. i sound like a serial killer ( Read more... )

shes amazing. shes what i see when i close my eyes. shes wonderful

today was a ryan and michelle day. we watched a bunch of episodes of greys anatomy and went out to dinner together. then we went around lockmar looking at christmas lights (and they are amazing btw). then it was back to michelles for more greys anatomy.

great day :]

uhhhh boo!

so yesterday was fun...i guess. i went to the orlando game with my dad, uncle and dads friend. i realized that middle aged men are PERVS. seriously, my dads friend brought binoculars but didnt use them to watch the game but to watch the cheerleaders and random girls he saw. weeeeird. oh btw magic lost to the warriors i think it was 109 to 114. we ( Read more... )

im entirely thankful for so many things in my life. i feel im entirely fortunate for what i have and all i have gained in life so far. my friends keep me moving and they motivate me entirely. three of them especially who have had losses in their lives. theyre my heroes. to continue to be strong and motivated for most days that come and to see ( Read more... )