i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face!! i shaved kyles face ( Read more... )

so today i went to work at 730. i got of pretty early around 1230. after that me, michelle, kyle and josh decided to goto the beach. me n josh were in competition on who could wipe out the most stylishly. afterwards we went to wendys and these fat black women were in the back counter and were taking forever to take orders and give people their ( Read more... )

today wasnt too bad. rashon came over and we went to the beach and played football with bug black people. the skimming sucked. then we went n saw pirates at the oaks, shon got me in for free so i saw it again. then we went to steak n shake to say bye to jenny. joshs bike got hit by some guy..he needs a new shifter and clutch handle. he just fixed ( Read more... )

today was pretty cool. i woke up and went to the beach with mishelle courtney and met up with josh n zach n tommy. then afterwards me, michelle, jenny, kyle and josh went bowling. i sucked like i normally and as usual kyle dominated. then we all piled in jennys car and headed to the beach again. apparently we saw to people like doing it on the ( Read more... )

i feel dumb. like an idiot. what is wrong with me. i cant do nething right. why am i like this? im so good at pretending im happy its pathetic. why cant i just do one thing right? why am i thinking about things i shouldnt be? that i REALLY shouldn't be. i wanna stay home all day and just let go of everything. my feelings and everything i have can ( Read more... )

i did it. im a high school graduate. it was great. i felt important and people actually cheered for me as i went on stage. that was the best part. i still havent cried yet, and idk if it hit me or not. the emotional aspect of it. theres people that im never gonna see again and i just cant figure out why it hasnt eerked me yet. idk why, but its hard ( Read more... )

tonite...i cried..first time in like 6 months. its graduation (losing friends, getting old etc etc), compusa closing, parents expecting too much out of me, every1 seems to be able to get a credit card except for me. its all getting to me. even people with stupid fake retarded accents (just their voice is fucking annoying), black people walking slow ( Read more... )

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why do i even bother?

XPainfulDreamerX (12:25:06 PM): yeah, i feel bad for girls. i hate to bring down guys by saying this but girls can most def handle a threshhold higher than guys ( Read more... )