It's been forever since i've taken the time to write on LJ...Brandon reminded me of that just the other day..so why not give it a shot ( Read more... )

It's amazing how fast my mood can change. Even during the happiest times, i still manage to cry. I feel so weak, like a failure. I can't even hold my own ground. Such a short period of time still seems so far away. I want to break away...

Don't give up on me. please.

I am so happy rightn ow, I can't even begin to describe it, this weekend was kind of a "let's all be bums and do nothing" weekend, but I have to say I loved every minute of it. He came back and I couldn't explain my emotions when I saw him get outta my car. I remember it so perfectly. I ran out in spandex and a tee, wanted to jump on him, but didn' ( Read more... )

I love the sound of your voice, it's soothing and brings back memories of the days before. Everyone seems to like you, I definately have approval. I can see you when I first wake up everyday...until they are taken from the wall, then, I will see you in person every day, wake up to your face every morning. Every daybreak will be filled with the love ( Read more... )

He came...and left. And took a piece of me with him. Forever his to hold, I will never forget these past 36 hours. I can still smell you, still feel your lips....

It's been a great time so far, i love this place. I got crunk as fuck for New Years eve. Met the radest people, Roxanne is the fuckin shit! God i love her, and Jay's girl and Krystal. They were gorgeous, i wish i had had my camera, so many naked people and good times and no photos. Plus, I seriously like Alex, it kinda sucks cuz I'm leaving ( Read more... )

This is the second dream I've had about him. He hates me at first, and than things are ok. He kissed me last night. It was so real. I got excited and thought things were gonna be back to normal. He kept kissing me and we loved each other. We told each other so, it was so real. God things were so stable back than, i was so happy but never realized ( Read more... )