i'm in cali, and their mornings are like our winters. well not quite winter, but i'm freeeeezing. me and josh broke it off. it was a mutual decision, but it still kinda hurts. we gave it a hellofa run, and i love him, but i dont think the circumstances were right, and there's still stuff that i have to do and learn before i'm ready to settle ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for oakland, california on sunday. the same day that my dad up and decided that he's getting married. so, ceremony, then driving me to new orleans for my flight. i'm excited. i cant stress how much i need this vacation, this change of atmosphere. I'm not going to this time, but i could see myself running of to cali. its so ( Read more... )

so my mother's mom is in town and there's a lot of background hostility in this situation that can be summed up in that she accuses me and dad of killing her or whatever. anyway, she calls me and wants to see my little brothers, because dad won't let her see them. so i have to find some time that's conveinent for everybody at a very short notice ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've had a HUGE eye opener and I believe that I have reached a decision. I can feel it like a cold hard knot in my belly. Maybe we will be the most perfect couple in 5 or so years, but right now, we don't suit. I'm 18. There's things that I need to experience to grow and get my fill of life, and with the way things are now, I can't do ( Read more... )

Josh and I have decided that there's far too many kinks in our relationship for it to last as long as we want it to, so we're taking a break. I'm still not sure what this means as of yet, but we will no longer be living together and he'll "give me as much space as [I] want." But I think we're still together. I just don't know the details. Yanno ( Read more... )

I want a back piece. I want it to be sexy and bad ass. curving along my spine. mmm. and I'll just get it removed or botoxed when i get wrinkly.

Today has started out weird. My entire class sat forever(15 mins.) waiting for our teacher to come in. because he was suppose to hand out our take home quiz today. He never came. Someone left, checked with some important school people, and they told her that they think he's in China. No email, no nothing. Just leaves for China. Now I'm ( Read more... )

I got a joke for you:
A skeleton walked into a bar and ordered a beer and a mop.
haha. that's an original willie nelson joke. i love it.

Ashley had her baby the other night, a little girl named Allie Nicole. She was 6 lbs, 5 oz. and soo pretty ( Read more... )

So I went to Cafe Tequila's for the poetry slam on Tuesday night, and I liked it. It was very Ani Difranco, but like more rappish(well not really rap, but kinda fasttalkingthatyoucanstillunderstand stuff) than folkish, but still cool. I'd go again ( Read more... )