Dear Mother,

I walked in on you crying...I don't want you to cry. Is it because of me,that you were? I know your losing hope,and so am I...I shouldn't deserve a cheer since I'm broken. I feel a ball of emotions in the pit of my stomach right now,and I do not know what to do. As you walked into the bathroom and blasted your music I know you were ( Read more... )

Dear Mother,

I am sorry. As I drown in my self-pity I am blinded by the pain of others and the burden that I have become. Having deep depression does not just come and go,it stays for me and it is true that misery loves company. I had no intention of hurting you and I had not seen the monster...more like nightmare that I now am. I will try to ( Read more... )

Threatened
 by Michael Jackson

The unknown monster is about to embark
From a far corner, out of the dark
A nightmare, that's the case
Never Neverland, that's the place
This particular monster can read minds
Be in two places at the same time
This is judgment night, execution, slaughter
The devil, ghosts, this monster is torture
You can be sure of one thing ( Read more... )

My snake-bites make me feel sexy. Piercings are hot. (; I love my lips,they're baby pink and with the cool metal of my lip rings they just makes them pop out. Lips are the thing that attracts me most on a person,im not sure why.

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