Arleen,
Thank you so much for singing along. It's so fucking awesome to see girls at shows singing along, not being afriad to just get crazy. So thank you. We will destroy SLO. haha. See at the cd release show I hope.
-Hank

God... I just cannot stay happy. Why is God doing this to me? I just want to be happy. I dont like coming home, I don't like being at school. I cant stop thinking about a certain someone. He fucking broke my heart worse than anyone else. I try and find happiness in something, and it blows up in my face. I'm sick of floating on hopeless dreams. I am ( Read more... )

Holy crap. That last entry sucks. I hate boys. Not really, just him. Anyways, Im now at CAC. I also work here. Im tired, and am searching for love in all the wrong places. I like someone, but its likely nothing will come of it. Im not exactly beautiful. He is. Anyways, Its been a while, a lot has changed, but nothing drastic. Other thant he Leo ( Read more... )

You just need to know, that im always here for you. Day or night, Rain or shine. My heart is always gonna be in your hands, because I dont want anyone else to touch it. I have never been so happy or real about anything in all of my life. The thought that I would ditch all of my friends for you.. baffles me. Because I am a firm believer of friends ( Read more... )

I am waayy baffled right now. My friends from lake havasu... big big groupies and trend whores now. I remember when we used to just fuck with people... and be gay. Now Samantha is a little groupie.. and Melissa. Oh my god, me and my friend Jen never wanted to hang out with her because she was so fucking immature.. like.. not goo dimmature... but ( Read more... )

My dad and I had a pretty cool conversation today. We talked about some childhood experiences that he had. He really suprises me sometimes. I hope to get closer and closer to him. In my whole 18 years of existence, I can say that I can see a little bit of me in my dad, and I don't mind. He's not the monster my mom and I made him out to be. He is ( Read more... )

Well, I dont know what the hell is wrong with my lately. I just never seem to be happy with things. I just keep thinking, how could I love anyone if I cant love myself? I am just really unsatisfied with myself for some reason. Both physically and emotionally. Also, things just keep adding on and on, even if its just a bunch of bullshit. The little ( Read more... )

I am dead fucking tired.. ive watched Superstar a total of.. count it... 5 TIMES. in one night. Im going for a record today.. im gonna watch that and only that... that movie does NOT get old. ever. I want to be her. I miss Leo already. I love talking to him, it makes me so happy. He has the hottest voice in the history of voices. I really Love you ( Read more... )

Man, I am sick of shit always happening to the four of me and my friends... now its down to it being paired off. The old best friends are now apart, and the newer additions that WERE closer, and drifted apart. I hate this. I don't like being called what Im not, and I will willingly admit to you what I am. I am honest about the person I am, and the ( Read more... )

I got paid today, gave almost all of the money to my mom, after buying the My Chemical Romance CD and Little Caesars Pizza. ( BRE I TOLD YOU THAT WAS WHAT I WAS GOING TO BUY! ) I miss Leo, and Jason is pissing me off. As Usual. I have to go meet the family that Im going to be working for today. Im a little nervous. What if this isnt for me? Im ( Read more... )