i reread a lot of my privat friends only entries ( Read more... )

since i've written in this thing ( Read more... )

p.s. i work at wellsfargo now.
full time.
starbucks part time.
but i can care less.

that's all.

it's june. wow, where has my life gone. i'm sitting outside of starbucks listening to thursday and all the other music on my little gay ipod shuffle. what do i see around me.. if i say it, would it show how optomistic or pessimitic i am with everything? i think it'll show how mutual i am. we'll see ( Read more... )

i remember posting in this all the time.. of little things here and there.
things change

i'm going to start posting more
i miss writing.

quote of the day:
"change only comes with self influence."

wow, this is going to be an interesting update ( Read more... )

well, my mom and step dad arent getting a divorce ( Read more... )

wow, a lot of things have changed since the last i've updated. last monday, i had quickly moved back into my mom's because my dad kicked me out the day he found out i planned on moving back in a month. there was difficult finacial issues there. so now i'm back at my moms... and things have become so complicated since. most days i wish i didnt move ( Read more... )

so.. i've decided to officially end things with shawn. we just arent who we were anymore. i dont know who he is, and he doesnt know who i am. i was in it for all of the wrong reasons. it's time for me to grow up, and learn that comfort is gained, not just achieved over night. and i'm working on that ( Read more... )

wow, it's been SO long since i've updated on everything ( Read more... )