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[xperfictunionx]

I am having the hardest time right now, trying to find the words for how I feel. I really hate the point I am at  right now.  some days are good and some are really bad.  I just feel lost inside.  I dont know what I want or what I want to do even tomorow. I want to pick up and leave and not contact anybody.  I want to start over all on my own

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From a old friend

[fortruthoflife]

I don't even know who he is and reading this I miss him, and im not gay. You really did love him didn't you?

Re: From a old friend

[xperfictunionx]

unfortunatly yes...and i feel im trapped loving him...

Re: From a old friend

[fortruthoflife]

I wish I could help you. If there is anyway I can, which I doubt, just leave a note.

Re: From a old friend

[xperfictunionx]

you know i wish you could...i wish so much that someone could...have you felt this way for someone before?