i don't know. i guess the setback is that i'm going to come out of this relationship with a skeptical outlook on trust. i don't understand how i was fooled so easily and for so long. i really am smarter than this situation makes me look. from now on, trust will be earned instead of just given away. ok and you can say "i love you" 20 kajillion times ( Read more... )

my fridays always seem like saturdays, its so great. i only had one class then i took a 5 hr nap, & it felt DAMN good. then.. leila came over (and woke me up, otherwise i woulda slept longer) just to chiill and eat ramen & fruit snacks haha... then her, hyeji, krysti, and i just bummed around for a really long time. then the "asian girls" practiced ( Read more... )

i want to be with you, but not like this.

everything feels so different. was i not enough for you? i tried my best..

its NATIONAL TIE DAY!! no, not really ;] some of us just decided that it should be tie day today so we planned this last night; *applause* to us for following thru. we hadda borrow lots of ties and it took us forever to learn how to tie em! pretty sad.

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oh dear, long time no post. how is everyone in mcallen? gooood, i hope :]. i'm coming home for spring break but my spring break doesnt correspond w/ mosta the ppl from home's spring break [mine starts on the 12th]. booo ='[. I MISS YOU ALL ( Read more... )

I don't know what that was. i liked having a little mini-summer-romance, i loved the butterflies in my tummy. but i didn't love him. now its overrr, so lets just forget about it.

i dunno what it is about him, but i fell pretty fast.. kinda. its just a crush.

guess who it is.. x]

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wooo... good thing the people that live a couple blocks away from me were firing all these pretty fireworks in the air, coz otherwise i wouldnt have seen any. my family didnt do jack shiet for the 4th of july. soo i watched fireworks in my room from my window.. all on my lonesome. aww :(. but at least i saw some...

yep, nvm :)