I hate when I realize something that I've already realized before. How forgetful/naive of me ( Read more... )

It's really awkward to not post on here for awhile and then come back and re-read my last post.. knowing that where I'm at in my life now is sooo far away from what it was during my last post ( Read more... )

I lied, I'm homesick again. Kind of. Not homesick, more like life-sick. I miss my old life kind of. Not really, it's just that I get so scared that the times I had back in, maybe, 2005 were the best I'll ever have and life will never be as fun. I'll never have as good of friends. My friend here aren't real. I'm not saying that, I just get paranoid ( Read more... )

been doing so much but so little at the same time. it's all been written down daily in a notebook. a real notebook. i haven't updated xanga in over a month - lyke omg ( Read more... )

PantomimePoet: there is a love a person can have for another because of certain reasons
PantomimePoet: you
PantomimePoet: have a whole lot of something
PantomimePoet: i dont kno wat it is
PantomimePoet: but you have alot of it

i'm officially done with my 2nd year of college and i've been "home" in shamokin for the past week. Ive done so many things, gone so many places, and done so many fucking random and super fun things in the past 12 days, i can't even believe it. i love summer so far, a lot. i strangely don't want to go back to pittsburgh yet. i'm going to miss my ( Read more... )

why the fuck would I et obsessed over this now?
oh wait, probably because I always do this now.
this could be good, bad, or reallly either.
i pray for good.

I'm really happy with life as of late ( Read more... )

I'm home, listening to Brand New, eating Turkey Hill ice cream. My mom and Baboo are in the living room screaming at each other, not because they're mad, but because my Baboo is deaf. Dakota is sitting on the floor next to me, and the sun is out ( Read more... )

I'm watching the Academy Awards right now with Adrienne in our living room. We rearranged the furniture and I really like it this way. It makes me want to be here more often ( Read more... )