I feel a huge transitional period coming on. I decided to make a new journal.
I added everyone that I talk to.
If I didn't add its because I don't like to read your entries or we just don't talk.
Sorry if I've caused trouble.
Thanks.
Bye.

Well, I guess my mom found a house. That's good. I'm excited. But at first I felt really sick and I couldn't talk because of the horrible knot in my throat. I'm not sad to be leaving I'm scared. I'm scared of what my dad may do. I don't know what he is going to end up doing but I know that he's going to be very very upset and say that my mom is ( Read more... )

 everything got smashed yesterday. i was supposed to go bowling with aubrey, tret, sean, patrick, rose, and my mom. turns out that the didn't fucking have open bowling because of the stupid tournaments. it probably isn't such a big deal to you but it is to me. all those people i listed are all the people i need around me 24/7 but i can't have them ( Read more... )

 fuck this shit.

i'm done. :(

so today was sofuckingstupid.
senor held me after class because i make it impossible for anyone to learn.
wtf, everyone else was talking in englis too.
aubrey's mom apparently thinks i'm rude.
but i could say much worse things about her but i won't because i don't want to sink to her level.
i'm so angry i just want to fucking beat the living shit out of ( Read more... )

 
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 I feel a whole lot better.

I was visited by the most amazing man in the world.
My brother.
My best friend.
James. <3
Man, I haven't seen him in sooooooooooooo long.
I was afraid he wasn't going to show up.
But he did!
Abby had a present for me and James just took me into the other room for a bit to talk about things.
He's going to be going away soon.
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 "Heres to the night we felt alive
Heres to the tears you knew youd cry
Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon"

That makes me feel infinite.


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 I AM SCREAMING FOR ATTENTION!!!

and not getting it.
i am a fool to think that throwing a fit gets us what we want.
oh, man.
if he could see me right now i'd guarentee that he would be repulsed.
i need to get out of here.

i went to the play last night with my sister and sean ( Read more... )