I don't want somebody to love me
Just give me sex whenever I want it
'Cause all I ask for is instant pleasure.

I don't want this.

I'm sick of being second best.

I'm sick of crying.

I don't want this fucking disorder.this disease. this plague.what ever it is.

I want to be normal. I want to be able to talk to my friends without constantly worrying.

so bobby came over to fix my computer.

the modem thinger got uninstalled, and i haven't the slightest clue of what my ip address is, so i have to wait till matt can come and fix it.

desiree got like chemical burns in her eye or something. so she's all messed up.

uhm. that's it?.

k.

i spent the night a nikkis last night.

so of course. tons of fun.

then she cut my hair . we talked intill late. then passed out. woke up. molly came over. cut mollys hair. dyed mine. mollys hairs wicked cute. now idk what were doing.

mmm youuu <333333

boys are over-rated.

you're still amazing.

theyre kinda biggggg.
( You say we're all tied up and wrapped around in useless states of mind )

i guess i missed that everyone get a new best friend memo. Best friends are overrated.

and my best friend, doesn't even know they're my best friend.

im tired and irritated.

I need to start figuring out what im going to college for.

you know, if i make it out of highschool.

( Ohhhhh youuu <333 )

saturday kate and i went to the hampshire mall. as always. nothing to spectacular. went to eat blah blah. we need something else to do. next weekend we're going bowling. haha.

alright.