Hey you all, Erin is getting ready to have the baby. She is 9 months now. She is due the middle of this month. For those who don't know, we're having a little girl. Her name is Jayden Elizabeth Ballinger. Nothing else is new I don't think. When I get out of the military I am trying to move to Tenn. I hope I can make it happen. My number should be ( Read more... )

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Hello everyone. For those who don't know... I'm going to be a father. I'm so excited. I think I have told just about everybody. But for those that don't know... NOW YOU DO! That's all I have for today. But I'm sure there will be more to come. Adios

Ok... maybe lost soul isn't a good way to put the way I am feeling but I don't know how to describe it. I mean life meant so much more to me 2 years ago than it does now. Like how pretty the sky is... how dancing with a friend can let you experience feelings you've never felt... laying in the grass sinking into the ground and feeling like your ( Read more... )

I think for some odd reason I have lost touch with my inner self. I used to be really deep. I guess I just got wrapped up in growing up; although I don't know why considering I am only 19. But being 19, married, taking caring care of my responsibilities is a tough thing to do. Not to mention the whole military lifestyle. I guess the best way to ( Read more... )

I do miss Leslie sometimes. I loved her very much and there still isn't anything in this world that I wouldn't do for her. I've thought about what would of happened if I had tried harder to keep a hold of Leslie. I have thought long and hard, but your right, God has a funny way of changing things. For the readers that don't know, I was hooked on ( Read more... )

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It doesn't matter what lies in our past,
Nor does it matter what lies in our future,
B/c It doesn't compare to what lies inside us

Just thought I would say hi to everyone. And to tell DUDE if you want to write me jus post a comment. I love you babygirl. And I can't wait to see you. SOON ENOUGH BABY! I LOVE YOU!