Anger
I got alot of anger...
runnin through my body
so much its like a wild animal
thats done drank a case of red bull
so now its got wings
the anger is flyin sky high
im never gonna reach it
No way for me to bring it down
all i can do is ignore it
hope it will never be around
Its gettin me twisted 
ive become a mental contortionist
instead of showin you my ( Read more... )

rock my world..
baby girl you can rock my world
when ya close ya eyes ya still be within the stars
when we make love ill bring you to my exctacy
the longer we are in the stars the more we dont want to stop
let me take you into my world and just show you how far
the only light beyond the skies stars are in your eyes
Leading you to what is to come as its ( Read more... )

My Bud
My 40 oz bud
He is my bud 
when im feelin down
he is my bud
when im feelin left out
he is my bud
even when im chilln wit my boys
he is my bud
when im chilln at the club
anyway, he is my bud
When i drink him
he is in my blood
When he is in my blood
we never hold a grudge
but when he is empty
he hates me just as much
but when i grab another
he lets go
he regrets ( Read more... )

Will they let me fly when I get my wings
I want to soar high, higher than the skies limits....
its hard taking life for granted
lettin oportunities slippin through my hands
when i close my eyes, my dreams are rainy days
Everything washes away, its just an average day
I open my eyes theres still no sun shine
When will a path shine for me to find my fame
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Cuz its all in my head.. 
I think bout it over and over again..
I cant take it I cant shake it no more..
I see it all right there 
Its all right there in my eyes..
All over again i see it..
I cant ever see her leavin me..
Not ever, even if i dont ever meet her..
Cuz its all in my head..
I think bout it over and over again..
I cant take it I cant shake it no ( Read more... )

poetry and words from the past..

I wrote most of things 3-6 years ago.. hope you enjoy.
Ryan
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everyone has scars...
ya go to a bar sit next to a man..
smilin drinkin a beer as he talks bout his beautiful 
daughter...
what we dont know deep down inside he hurts inside..
a deep hidden scar..
Take a walk down the street pass by a stranger..
The lady ( Read more... )

a lot of this stuff has already been posted on here but I am going to do it anyway. Here is some old poetry =)

this one is the most recent work I did,  back in 2010.. and its a reminder of what I should have never done.. tried to fix my family once again..

I just want to forget....

If I had a brother.. who was a brother.. I might be in better spirits ( Read more... )

So here I am.. It's been a long time since I have logged in. I'm thinkin of what to say, even though I have LOTS to say. To much stuff has happened in the last year, mostly good. Well it has been good, great..all of it. My best year since I probably was in 9th and 10th grade in Florida. Life in general, well its life. I suppose in this journal post ( Read more... )

even if it means keepin you ontop ( Read more... )

I dont really got many people on my list..like 4 or somethin..
But if ya happen to see this..please add me! i had goin around tellin people to add me.
So..please add yourself and i will add you when i see someone new :) gracias..

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