So things seem to be getting better. I decided to join the army to be a cook. I'm actually excited even though I know its a lot of work. But I think it'll help me be a stronger, independent person. I'm gonna miss my friends and family but this will be very good for me. I need this for myself. But I'm not gonna miss all the drama I have with guys. ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that I have messed up a lot of my life but I won't do anything to change. Mainly because I have no self control and when I do try people keep saying that I'm going to fail and they put me down so then I put myself down and then get even worse. I've gotten really bad this past year going to San Francisco made it a whole lot worse. ( Read more... )

hey kids...its ian...did karlas lj.....bueno??? make sure to tell me if you dont like something ,ok karla..xoxox

I had a lot of fun yesterday I went out with my friend Priscilla. She made me wear a skirt and this shirt that left practically nothing to the imagination but it was cool. Once I got pretty buzzed. We were suppose to go out with these guys but then we got different plans cuz I didn't want to go with these guys anymore. So my friend and I called ( Read more... )

Lately I have felt so lonely. My friends have abandoned me for their boyfriends or guys they like. I never did this to them in fact I always choose them before a guy and now it's like I never existed. Oh my goodness what is this obsession my family has with criticizing me. They do it even in the way I stand or sit. Excuse me for not being perfect ( Read more... )