Oh man im so excited about my new job at the sagebrush cantina, but to be honest im really nervous too. Ive never been a waiter before so im nervous i wont be able to do something. It'll be nice to have a job again and having a decent income. I thought it was funny that when i got my cast off i was told i need to take three weeks off boarding...but ( Read more... )

Being Sick Sucks!!!

I used to make the light shine for you,
but the sun has left my sky...

The other day i was told a amazing story. A man in his 80's died leaving behind a wife and a couple children. His death was hard for everyone but hardest for his wife. It seemed everything would be ok until the mans son got a call from his mom about a week later after his fathers death. His mom said " i cant take it anymore i feel so lost without ( Read more... )

I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate

xshesoemo: i was listening to emery i think

xshesoemo: and i heard the line thats on her icon that says "it doesnt feel right holding someone elses hand"

xshesoemo: and i realized jessica wont ever want anyone but you to hold hers

.this was a good talk.

i got laid.

Im thinking to much again. That never seems to go over well with me. Can we run away together?

I made tea tonight. It was actually pretty good but didnt feel right, i wanted you there to give it to me, i wanted you there to rub my head as i drank it. I just want you close. I wanted to fall asleep in your lap, and wake up to a little kiss goodnight. I love you girl.

i touch myself when i sleep.
and so does my girlfriend.
i dream about other girls, and so does she.
except she enjoys dreaming about touching girls.

oh yeah i have a big penis.