I gave Toby a photoshoot today,
even though he needs a hair cut real bad.

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I'd like to say again, that post was not towards any one particular person, but many. My anger was building up && I snapped & it just happened to be on a livejournal post.

I'm tired of people sitting back and judging other people and how they live their lives, "feeling sorry for them", or telling them that they're living it wrong. You think you're "helping" you're not. This is not about just one person, it's becoming a trend. People are throwing judgment out to others (whoever they may be), to me, and my friends. I' ( Read more... )

My life is a complete mess.
I keep waiting & nothing seems to get better.

I just keep making things worse.
I think I've hit rock bottom.

I'm not hiding anything from anyone. I tell my "friends" who, no i probably shouldn't trust, pretty much everything. I'm not lying to anyone about who i hang out with or what I do. I don't have anything to hide. People think they're hurting me by gossiping and talking about my business way too much. It doesn't hurt me. I'm going to keep talking to ( Read more... )

Godddddd some of my friends are crazy.
CRRRRAZZZZZZZY.

Or maybe just one.

Well, i felt it coming for a while but Garrett & I are not together anymore. I ended it & I can't really even explain why. He's perfect, there's just something missing & lately I've hurt him a lot. I almost feel like I broke up with him because he should of broke up with me a while ago. I don't want to hurt him anymore and right now I just need ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I'm a little dramatic. I wouldn't commit suicide...well unless it happened again [haha]. But that's why I'm sticking to being sober for a while, unless its like a birthday or a holiday, but i can control my limits. Things are just going to change & I'm cool with that. I'll watch everyone else fuck around.
I'm done being the most drunk ( Read more... )

If I could still go to heaven after committing suicide, I wouldn't be here right now ( Read more... )

College drop out?

fuck.