haven't updated in this journal in a while so,
there i did.

fuck man i'm bored as all hell.
i can't sleep. at least there's no school
on monday.

i hate being an insomniac.


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today i am dirty.
and i want to
be pretty.
tomorrow i know.

i'm just dirt

another gift from chris. holy shit.
i didn't think he'd get me something
else after spending 200 something bux
on freaking boots but, he did.

the complete set of nightmare on
elm street d.v.d's how
sweet is that. i got it before x-mas
coz i MIGHT not see him tomorrow =(

took an ambien chris gave me last night.
didn't work at all. tossing and turning.
i got no sleep. i'm fucking dizzy.
everyone's puking but, me.
i hope i don't coz thats the worse feeling in the world.

job interview at 1 today. joy...
i want to re-schedule it.

mucus build-up.

ugh... i think it's coming.

silver and cold video is kinda spooky.

my older sisters boyfriend tracy is dying. due to his liver deteriorating. what is my sister going to do?

he has a month to live. =/

~everyone i know goes away in the end~

went to block buster, and talked to the
manager, he said that he doens't look
at applications during weekends...=/
he told me to call monday, and he asked
what my name was. it's doubtful.

having two journals is kind of retarded.. but i was getting sick of my other name. soo... ya i filled out an app. at the block buster on 13 and gratiot coz there hiring so hopefully i'll get a call. being impatient sux.

iv'e had no doubt stuck in my head all day grrr...

i don't even like there music anymore.

well the name originates from what i'm called everyday. so.... there ya go.