kris and I hung out last night. I wasn't really sure what was going to happen since the last time i saw him was the big fight. He had messaged me once online since then, and texted me yesterday asking if I wanted to hang out. I was kind of iffy about it because i was afraid either he was going to pick a fight or I was going to be a bitch since I ( Read more... )

ever wanna just tell someone to go play in traffic?

Cooking dinner for Randy tonight. He's cooked twice for me. its my turn and those of you who know me well (or not so well, really) know i'm a big show off. the menu tonight:

Starter: Bruchetta
Main: Linguine with Shrimp and Lemon Oil
Side: Endive Salad with White Wine Vinegarette
Dessert: Rice pudding

sound good?

So out of all the time we've spent together in the last few days (13hrs sunday, 12hrs monday, 8hrs yesterday) a lot of that time spent talking, the only thing i can find wrong with him, and I know this shouldn't be a bad thing, is he's too nice. I'm afraid I'm going to screw him over without even meaning to because he has full trust in me and ( Read more... )

We met up at noon (Randy and I) and started off at DCA. It was pretty empty so we got on all the rides with a 5 minute max including the time it took to walk up the lines. When we went on the Grisly Rapid ride it shut down because someone hit the emergency stop button somewhere and no one knew who it i was or why, so we got a cut to the front of ( Read more... )

Im going to disneyland!! His name is Randy Grame(though i haven't sen proof of ID yet lol), and he's Randy on my myspace. Just thought I'd post something letting people know who i was last with should I disappear.

So I went to the doctors yesterday for like the first time in a year. I thought my health care was all good to go now. I was wrong. Apparently the place we had for our primary care physician decided to stop catering to out network...without letting he network know. So although the urgent care portion of the facility could treat me under my health ( Read more... )

while discussing Sexual disorders ( Read more... )

so help me god, if I ever see him again I'm going to kick his ass...if he doesn't run like a pussy again. amazing how he can sit there and blame me for everything in his life going to shit, but I try to do it and he throws a big drama queen fit, complete with yelling and cursing and making me feel like shit. I'm sorry but no matter how mad you are ( Read more... )

On almost a nightly basis I have dreams of murdering Kris's mother. Like beating her to death, disemboweling her, nothing so clean as just shooting her or something, always something involving lost of pain on her end. I should feel bad that i'm having these dreams I think, or at least be a bit freaked out, but I'm not. It actually gives me some ( Read more... )