i decided today that i would do as little as possible at work. not really decided i guess, more like, it just happened that i don't feel like working and there's nothing terribly important i need to do today ( Read more... )

so i don't want to vomit all the time anymore, which is really nice. things with casey make me happy and that's the way it should be. i'm trying not to eat dairy. i may start using this as a dairy diary, so i can keep track of what has dairy in it and how to avoid it. i really wanted pizza all day, but i didn't feel like making it and didn't feel ( Read more... )

casey wrote me a letter. i want to write him back. for some reason i have never been able to just sit down and write a letter to someone. i feel as though i need to have a general idea of what i want to say and even most of the phraseology before i sit down to write. a handwritten letter anyways. there's something so permanent about a letter on ( Read more... )

so i've decided that from now on i will make some public journal entries. i don't really know why, i just feel like i've been censoring myself needlessly. i mean, if someone is really that interested in reading this then let them, right ( Read more... )

i just read blankets and it is the most amazing book. you all should seriously read it. i have the biggest crush on the author now. he is so honest and lovely. i just wrote him an email, but i failed to profess my love. i'm not a crazy psycho fan. i picked up carnet de voyage last night which he wrote too and i just finished it, while at work, and ( Read more... )

all i want to do anymore is read (and update my lj, obviously). read all day long in my pajamas curled up on my bed with dinosaur. she likes to sleep near me when i'm reading. close enough to steal my body heat, but sometimes she gets silly and doesn't want to be petted. i am going to be a reading maniac like adam and weed my way through all the ( Read more... )

so when i was in kindergarten i used to cry when i got things wrong on my papers and i was very diligent, but it took me forever to finish my seatwork, so i was advised to go to k-1 this transitional grade where they helped you get over things that i seemed to have problems with. the funny thing is that most of the kids that i took ap classes with ( Read more... )

i just found that listing for funeral home supplies and shortly after it was this: The Jack Rabbit Vibrator - Comes with FREE Cleaner - $39 (Harrisville). craigslist.com, you are an endless source of amusement.

i hate it when my head tells me one thing, but my stomach still wants to expel everything.

so every morning when i wake up i make my bed. i make my bed before i actually get out of bed. i pull the covers wayyy up over my head and straighten everything out and tuck in the bottom if my feet pulled the covers out in the middle of the night and then i fold the top back and smooth everything out and then i slink out of my bed without messing ( Read more... )