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Yesterday, Chance Ramsey died. I had went to school with him. I talked to him all the time.
He was only 20 years old, how could something like this happen?
I can't get my head around it. He wasn't doing anything stupid and he wasn't sick. It was just an accident.
But his poor mother. On a day thats suppose to be about her, a day for her children to ( Read more... )

I've never fell so hard.
sad thing is...I haven't even hit rock bottom yet.

I never thought I could miss her this much ( Read more... )

I've taken up smoking...

this is bad

Title: The Color Autumn

Author: xpunkxrockxkid
Rating: pg fluffPairing: Ryan and Brendon
POV: Brendon's
Summary: Its Autumn. Brendon thinks to much and Ryan loves him.
Disclaimer: I don't own Brendon or Ryan, I can't say that any of this is real.
Author Notes: This is the first thing I have ever really let other people see. I don't if its good or not. ( Read more... )

Well its July. Has been for about 17 days now I guess. In about 3 weeks I'll go home, to what? 
 I really don't know yet. My parents for sure. Thats about it. My friends ditched me ( I would have to) I have to start this new rehab thing. My cousion is living in my room. Isn't this so fucked up? 
 I can't really help but laugh. Thats about all I can ( Read more... )

BL: " Your a parent man. Your some body's dad! Your suppose to love them and protect them and give a crap if they live or die or if their hurting. Your kids didn't ask to be born, you did it to them. You brought em here and now you don't care how they feel! You ignore them, you rate them! They need you man. Your suppose to care and you DON'T ( Read more... )

 Tell me what summer means again, Something tells me I'm way off ( Read more... )

well...what can I say. I'm back for tonight or the morning only. 
About that night one month one week and 1 hour ago. 
I went Zach's Birthday party...it started off okay. Just hanging went outside with Bay, Lauren and some new girl to smoke some weed, I didn't find out till later that that weed I had smoked was laced with meth. Yeah my jaw really did ( Read more... )