Its Spring break already...I can't seem to figure out where the hell the rest of my school year went.
I dred the up comming changes. I feel like I  need to go to school.
I don't really want it to be SB. I Just kinda wanna stay a freshmen for a few years. I'm scared of the change. 
Like I've said before I don't like change but sometimes I need. Maybe ( Read more... )

valentines went and now its almost Easter. Spring. It feels nice, in a way. Its just another unbreakable cycle. I miss summer thou. Maybe this spring won't be so bad. Whos says it has to be bad anyway?
thinking about staying home this summer. Its been two years and I'm a little scared. As fare as I know a Summer in Kansas doesn't even exist. I don't ( Read more... )

so once again...its been forever since I wrote something. I feel like I could write a book with emotions Ive been feeling. So It was never a problem talking to Sha...but now I have a problem and I'm in deep. I can't bring myself to get rid of her. I keep coming back. I don't know what I should do. I don't want to hurt her but that's what will ( Read more... )

Its a new year and I'm glad to. I wasn't sure if 07 would ever end, but it did. For once maybe I can make it right you know. All my entries have been about death and just aweful things. That wasn't always me. Its not really me. I'm still that happy go lucky kid right? Cause thats what I wanna be. 08 could be the greatest year or it could be another ( Read more... )

I miss you now more than anything. You won't listen to me. you drown me out with your head phones.
at most I mean nothing to you.

I feel alone and scared. Like its a trap and I can't get out no matter what I do.
I feel like the if the rules can't get me out who can?

   
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I'm here...thinking about if I can go on another day. I really don't know if I can ( Read more... )

Another day has past and nothing good has come of it ( Read more... )

 
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