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Yet when life falls apart, you want someone you can run to, not someone you want to run from.

You left me lost and alone

What hurts at this moment is how much I was willing to change for someone else. to be someone else to fit what I thought the other needed.... I'm hurting myself. You were the first to make me actually sit back and really look at the idea of a family and what all it involves... it's beautiful but not in my cards... maybe some day...

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I hate that I can't watch movies or listen to music without you interfering with my enjoyment.

Good Will Hunting: Robin Williams - idiosyncrasies

Once upon a time,  I quoted this song... I meant it by the actual lyrics, however, this time as well as yesterday I rewrote some of it...

"Not Over You" --> "So over you"

Dreams, that's where I can't even go
Because your face won't let me go
I tear up a picture of you and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's no conversation
We both admit we had it good
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I'm tired of you being in my head. I'm tired of you being in my dreams. I'm tired of you trying to control shit. I'm tired of you over stepping me. I'm tired of you holding back everything yet bitch that I'm not being open. I'm tired of you planting thoughts into my mom's head.

what part of leave us the fuck alone are you still not understanding?