Present At The Moment Of Triumph

hanging up is like sacraficing my heart
the night is starless just like your eyes

please dont leave me on the end of the phone
waiting for your voice to be here again
the way it cracked and cut me

the hair i always pushed out of your face
to show your infinite eyes. you know, they are forever.

no seeing ethan...for 3 weeks. no talking to him fro one starting friday all the way to, not the next monday, but the next. over a week.

i think i'll die now.

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s0 lost (5:37:24 PM): but should i trust the postage due? to deliver my heart to u ?

ahhh i love this kid.

SOMEONE WITH AN ENGLISH ACCENT JUST CALLED MY HOUSE <3 jesus. that makes me sooo weak<3333 ahhhh

ethans not online yet. no clue why. its 4:30

ahahah i talked to bert's gf today. I didnt even talk to her about bert. I dont talk to her about bert nemore bc i think she probably hears enough shit about that. lmao. neway yea.

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meeeeet Johnny. Or JR as everyone else calls him.


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Joyce. brokeup. with. ryan.

It makes me sad. He fell head over hills in love with her. I guess you cant control who your supposed to be with, although i wish it was that way.

I cant stand the thought of turning up with some guy who isnt what ethan is. I could never have a guy who listened to rap or something weird like that or that was one of ( Read more... )

my mom completely...just...it feels like she doesnt care as much nemore..now that shes got a fiancee. i dont care. ew

she doesnt care about how i feel about her shoving me at my druggie aunt's house whenever she decides to leave town. well shes only on meth while im sleeping?! jesus. so i think im staying at joyces house this weekend. I hope so. i ( Read more... )

Ive Kissed (In Pink);

on the cheek.
on the lips.

on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair.
blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
shorter than me.
taller than me.
who was drunk.
who was high. 
who was ( Read more... )