I'm somewhere in the middle of really tired and really fucking fed up. I haven't had more than 5:30 hours of sleep every night since fucking Sunday. I'm stuck unpacking by myself...and Raph is already giving me shit for not putting things "were they should." I'm covered in paint, so dizzy I've been holding on to walls all day, for balance, and all ( Read more... )

Love is the only alchemy
Love the killer of despair
Love the true nobility
Love the armour angles wear

Love will make your eyes clear
The order of the universe
The only reason we are here
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I had another airplane dream this morning....This time I was sitting by the window seat and I had a female friend with me. In the dream, I know her and I know that she is not afraid of flying. She is there to accompany me through the trauma of taking off. I cannot, for the life of me remember who that girl was. I am glad that she is there with me ( Read more... )

Poor Loki! He's been throwing up a lot lately...like projectile water. And I just got home to find a pile of diarrhea on a white blanket, left my yours truly. I'm especially concerned at the red spots I saw in his stools. I also had to give him an emergency "hygenic trim". While doing so, I accidentally hit his head....hard. He stopped moving for a ( Read more... )

I'm thinking perhaps my latest new archetype that I should be looking into is Pandora...

STOP! Google time.

We promise each other it's til the end

And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things she said

We were all in ( Read more... )

Well I got strawberries coming out of my every pore now. On Saturday, I went strawberry picking with Christina in Embrun. It was the last weekend of strawberries and it showed. The berries themselves were tiny and few. It took me two hours to fill up one basket. At some point, I passed out on the field. It was so hot, the strawberries were heating ( Read more... )

So I’m going through another bout of insomnia. And of course, when I do sleep, I get bad dreams. Last night (or this morning) I had a Heather dream. I hadn’t had one for a while and I don’t know why my unconscious is so masochistic. I dreamt that I had really bad psoriasis on my scalp and that for some reason, only washing my hair in Heather’s ( Read more... )

People don't keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell but they want everyone to know. The only safe place for your thoughts is your memory, which people can't take and read when you're not looking - at least not yet. I'm starting to think that if the Internet is the CB radio of the ( Read more... )

So the guitar lessons continued yesterday. I was surprised at how easier it was to pick up the guitar and play the 4 chords I had learnt seven days ago. It no longer felt unnatural and I was actually able to curl my fingers and place my wrist at the same place. Eric thought me some new chords, basically all the major chords. I really hate playing F ( Read more... )