Whats good with yall? same ol same ol this way. been having a rough time with my feelings and it aint got shit to do with Ray. I might sound mean but I'm over him. I was over him for a while...=/ but anyways like i said im having trouble with the feelings. i really dont want to elaborate or nothing right now just updating just to let yall know i'm ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving yall. I'm feeling so good right now. I talked to Malia, Sheed, and Geo. I was mad because my sister was talking to Sheed and accidently closed AOL out and we couldn't get the computer to start for none. Then we had to do system recovery yet again and now my computer is back to the basics. I was hoping he would be on when I got ( Read more... )

So, I'm updating this and I wrote like a damn essay so I go to press update accidently kicked the computer cords and the computer shut off. -smdh- I ain't even finna right all that I wrote. Long story short, I'm back but not like that, not with Ray anymore and I'm coo with that. We both realized what we had wasn't real and I knew that but I must've ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't go to homecoming last night because Vinny didn't get our tickets. They was sold out. Now if his simple ass would've brought our tickets on the first day they was selling them everything would've been cool. I ain't even know that jackass ain't even buy them. I had brought my dress, made hair and nail appointments, and had to go get my ( Read more... )

-sighs- Long time no text. Well, I can only update on weekends since that's the only time I can get to a computer. If you didn't know I stay with my aunt now and she has no type of connection to any internet let alone a damn computer. So on the weekends I come down here to my moms house and get as much computer time in that I can. I'm kind salty ( Read more... )

-siqhs- soo sheed talkinq about leavinq because of some shit i had said. okay not qon front, i was wronq nah sayin but u know he had said the same thanq. but yo i dunno man me and him can never qet riqht. then when me and him almost there somethinq happens. most likely it's my fault and it be dealinq with ray. i mean i still love sheed and its ( Read more... )

ay i really like my journal. i think i did qood on my first blend. beyonce looked really nice in those pics so i had to use em. credit for the scans is for sexalicious.net like i stated in my last entry. well i'm qoinq to sleep. sooo i'ma close my conversations with malia and lunden and hit the bed. my back is killinq me. soo yea bye ... ONE

hmm i really ain't in the mood at all. soo today everybody is jumpinq down my throat. i qot my dad, mom, curtis, rell, nae, niyah, AND sheed all mad at me. yea they all qot slashed because they done pissed me off today. nae and niyah, mad at me because they cousin talkinq mad shit bout me and im bout to fiqht her cuz she runninq her mouth and they ( Read more... )

hello ljers. howz yall? doinq qood my way. well i qot psp 7, 8, and 9. they only the trial versions thouqh soo ima talk my dad into qettinq the licensed versions for all three. but then aqain what's the use we're movinq. nahhh im takinq my damn computer lol. yea my dadz movinq to cleveland =/ but he had been talkinq about that thouqh. soo i will be ( Read more... )

today one year aqo me and raymond qot toqether. september 10, 2003. riqht before 9/11. aint that crazy, it's been exactly 3 years since the attack. we was talkinq about that in school. man the world just fucked up when bush came into office. did we have any problems when clinton was in office? man he was the closest we was qettinq to a black ( Read more... )