omg i was juss holdin $10,000 in $100 dollar bills.  wow thats a lot of money.  i guess my dads makin some investment n itll turn into a few hundred thousand dollars!! hell yea! crazy...

get this...heres my weekend:

• left thursday for LA. Tire blew out on the drive down. took 11 hours to get there
• friday my uncle called to tell us our water ( Read more... )

okay school already sucks! whats this shyt they are gonna try to make us wear our ids? fuck that.. thats soo fuckin gay. im such a loner this year. i seriously have no frends. its sad n it makes me sad to knoe all these ppl n not be like frends w them like i used to be.  now that school started im all hella tired. u knoe i really dont feel like ( Read more... )

i love how dumb our new freshman are.  in the paper today theres an article on the orientation that was yesterday n listen to one of the freshman they interviewed:  "We're at a new school with a lot of older people.  There's a four-to-five year age gap"  lol yea there are ppl who got held back so they are older than they should and ppl who started ( Read more... )

hmm its been awhile since ive written in here.  see i would like think about writing in here but im so lazy that i wouldnt even do that.

i hate when sumone likes me cuz thats when like more than one guy likes me.  4 guys like me right now and i dont see myself gettn a relationship w any of them.  2 are ex bfs and 1 is 21 and in the air force and ( Read more... )

well im in idaho right now w angela visiting her family. been here since saturday. we r stayin at her g-ma & g-pa's house. her gma blocked aol so i am unable to check my mail which really sux! oh well. we went campin the 1st two days we were here hahahaha wow. there are THE ABSoLUTE GRoSSEST BUGS EVER!!! the biggest ones too! ewww soo grossed out. ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG!!! I JUSS FOUND OUT FROM MY MOM'S BEST FREND WHO JUSS STOPPED BY THAT IM GETTING A NEW CAR B4 I LEAVE FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!  THAT MY MOM SAID SHES GONNA LOOK IN FOR A NEW CAR W ME THAT HAS LIKE BETTER GAS MILEAGE!!! OMG OMG IM GETTIN A NEW CAR!!! AHHHH!!!!! OMG THAT SOO JUSS MADE MY DAY!!

Matt must think im sooo naive. I'm not fuckin stupid. that fucker is fuckin playin me n thinks hes gettn away w it!! uh no sry hun aint happenin. i always find that shyt out n guess what i caught u! the last time he called me or talked to me was the thursday a week b4 i left for oregon. we had went to the fair but came back cuz the guys r stupid n ( Read more... )

okay...so im drivin up to shana lee's house ( a good 1 hour to 2 hour drive) i am halfway there when erin calls me telln me she has to work n i should call to make sure i dont so i can continue my drive to shana's.  well  i call n guess what....I HAVE TO WORK TONITE! and i have to be there at 450. so i was about 20 mins away from marysville when i ( Read more... )

it was so fun last nite i hung out w sum old frends and semi new ones that i never hung out w much nemore! i was with alysson, alyssa, jenn, jared, nathan, dj, and becky and we went to see dodgeball at galaxy 8. 2 for 1 tuesdays! lol yea this guy (i dont knoe if he was cute or not) was sittin next to me right, n durin the movie he had a bottle of ( Read more... )

i am sooo fuckin stupid. im sooo fuckin dumb. im soo fuckin oblivious. why the fuck dont i listen to ppl sumtimes? why am i soo fuckin naive? someone juss tell me why. why do i let people do this to me?