WARNING!!! only read if bored ( Read more... )

i dont knoe what i want for christmas! :-(  thats pretty sad. my dads all "its cuz u have everything u need so we dont need to buy u anything" n thats soooo not true.

ive had the absolute WORST thankgiving ever....first off, on turkey day my mom decided we were having ham! who the F has ham on thankgiving without turkey! the least u can do is have turkey too! but nooooo, no turkey! it doesnt feel like thanksgiving as it is but to go n not have turkey n have juss ham doesnt make it feel like thanksgiving either. ( Read more... )

well i thought the point of a JOURNAL was u knoe to say whats wrong w u and whats on ur mind. well i cant do that nemore because the truth hurts ppl too much and some people cant handle it so to all my frends who have one of these....be careful what u say in ur journal because some people cant handle it. luv u all...ull hear from me eventually... ( Read more... )

omg i was so scared. at conditioning i couldnt breathe like literally COULD NOT breathe. i was so scared i came home n my heart was still goin a mile a minute. my mom checked my pulse n said it was still going really fast.  i went upstairs n cried n felt like i was gonna hyperventilate or something. i was gaspin too. the coaches were juss sayin "oh ( Read more... )

im bored. i need something to do.  i started writin about our homecoming week but then i got kicked off n it erased all i had. so i juss gave up n didnt write nemore. ill do it later. im juss fixated on sumthing to do.

FUCK ALL OF YOU!! if it had been one of YOUR frends in MY place, you would have let them by faster than u can even say luau! you all need to get over ur fuckin self n stop bein so god damn selfish...i knoe u fuckin dont like me but u dont gotta be fuckin bitches about it...why dont u grow the fuck up...

okay answer me this...if u were a mom and ur daughter was constantly "spending the nite" at like the same 2 frend's houses constantly for consecutive nites in a row wouldnt u be the least bit suspicious? and keep in mind she has an older boyfriend. now wouldnt u ask her "u knoe u spend all this time w ur frends u never spend any time w ur boyfrend ( Read more... )

TYLER JUSS CAME N VISITED ME!! i havent seen him since graduation! im soo happy now! i missed him soo much. hes goin to chico now w like the rest of the 04 class lol like half of them went to chico. hes havin fun. omg that makes me so happy that he came n visited me! aww i have to go up n party w him in chico now. we both said so. :-D

last nites ( Read more... )

last nite was my first official nite of bein a stat girl/manager of the football team.  i get the best seat in the house! haha i get to stand w all the players (no biggie to me) but i get to watch the game from the field. i like doin it even tho last nite one of the girls was complainin sooo freakin much and causin hella shyt.  n i also started to ( Read more... )